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Mr. Showbiz
Interview

Mr. Showbiz: When she died two
years ago, Selena was poised for crossover success in the English-
language music business. Will the movie bring her that successin
another form, by convincing Hollywood that Latin American stories
appeal to broad audiences?
Jennifer Lopez: I hope so.
Some people consider it a Latin movie, which it's not. It's a movie
that everyone can enjoy. If it does well, it shows to Hollywood that
we can do more movies. It's also important for me because it's a
really great role. And it's important to Selena and her fans, to
have this memory of her.
Warner Bros. conducted a huge
casting call for this film, not just for the role of Selena, but for
everyone in her band and in the Quintanilla family. Did you have to
fight hard to win your part?
I got a call saying that Gregory
Nava was going to direct the Selena story. Now, I knew she was about
my age and they might be considering me for it. But it wasn't this
thing like, "I have to get this part." I think it wasn't
until I auditioned that I really wanted it. That's when I realized
that there was all the dancing and singing, and then I got really
excited about it. We had to do four scenes from the movie, and five
minutes of dancing to her numbers for concert scenes.
You were the best-
known actress considered for the role, but you were still asked to
audition. How did you feel about that?
I'm still at the stage
of my career where I have to go after things that I want. It would be
stupid not to. Even if I was at the caliber of Sandra Bullock or
Michelle Pfeiffer or Julia Roberts, if there was a role I wanted, I'd
say, "Can I come in and read for that?" That's how you get
to do the good roles. You can't let it get offered to everyone else
before it comes to you.
What did you like
best about Selena's personality?
One of the things that
made her so popular was that she was always just herself. She didn't
try to hide her figure, all that stuff. She was Latin, she had dark
hair, and she dyed her hair even blacker than it was. She wore bright
red lipstick. It was never a thing with her to say, "Maybe I
won't wear this miniskirt, maybe my butt won't look so big if I wear
this instead." She accentuated what she had. And women look up at
her and say, "My body's just like that. She's showing it, so why
should I feel ashamed of it?"
Selena was famous
for her body-
baring costumes. Did you ever feel self-
conscious?
Well, if you watch the
films I've been in, you can see what my figure's like. It's not like
you can hide it. But when I get in with the wardrobe designer, they're
thinking, "Let's see, she's looking a little hippy, she's got a
big butt, what should we do?" They're always trying to minimize--
put it that way--
and it's because we see all those actresses who are so thin and white.
Latinas have a certain body type. Even the thin ones, we are curvy.
I've always had trouble with wardrobe people!
Selena was Mexican-
American; you're a Puerto Rican woman from the Bronx. What
similarities are there between your backgrounds?
Being Latina in this
country, that's the parallel. Of course, there's a lot of differences.
There is the Nuyorican culture here in New York City, and there is a
whole different Tejana culture. But there are parallels between us:
growing up and being treated a certain way, or not being treated a
certain way. Being a minority. Being a woman.
What did Selena's
life teach you about being a celebrity?
I used her as an
example when I was making this movie. She was very good with her fans.
She was always very gracious, and always took time to talk to them.
She realized that her fans were the most important thing. There were a
lot of ad-
libs in the movie, and one of them was at the Grammy speech when she
thanks her fans. It did happen in real life, but that wasn't in the
script. I made sure to end the speech with a thank you to her fans. It
was a constant thing with her, from the time she won her first Tejano
music award when she was sixteen years old.
What actresses did
you admire as you were growing up?
I didn't have a lot of
role models. There weren't a lot of actresses I could identify with,
being Puerto Rican. But I loved West Side Story, and that says
it all right there. I identified with it. It was my favorite movie and
I wanted to be Rita Moreno. Not Maria: she was kind of wimpy and she
blamed her brother for things. But actually, now, if I could ever do West
Side Story, I would want to play Maria. I think that's the actress
in me, wanting to be the center of attention and the star of the show.
When you portray a real person,
you're obliged to do a lot of research. Where did you start?
Her family was
wonderful. They were on the set, and I spent time with them before we
started. I watched every piece of videotape I could get, because you
act different in interviews than you are offscreen. I think anyone who
does a film like this about a real person, you have to do your
homework and find every insight, into who she was and what made her
tick, and what was the flaw in her personality that led to her death.
It was a good [casting match], because we were at the same kind of
points in our careers: we were enjoying some success, but we weren't
like hugely popular. We had a lot of parallels in our lives, and
Selena and I were similar types of personalities. It was lucky for me,
that way.
Can you elaborate
on the idea that you and Selena were at similar stages in your
careers?
Well, one of her
friends said that at the end, Selena was always tired. And I could
understand that. I thought, "Of course she was tired!" She
had a boutique, she was recording her new album, she was touring and
doing gigs all over Texas. We had a lot of things in common. I was
flying in and out, working on four films at the same time. She also
was a very big-
hearted person. She was a fixer. That's one of the reasons that
Yolanda [her murderer] slipped into her life.
With all these
movies coming out, you are becoming a public figure. Does Selena's
fate scare you at all?
Do I feel scared that
something like that could happen to me? There's always that fear. I
have managers in my life who are always telling me to be careful! I
have protective people in my life. But you can't stop living because
of it.
My parents came to the
set one day and they talked with Selena's parents, and afterward my
father goes, "I don't know what I would do if that happened to
us, if we lost you." I said, "You can't think about things
like that." Selena's father was always very protective of her,
and then her killer turns out to be someone in their own backyard. Do
you live your life in fear, not going out, being afraid all the time?
You just can't tell.
Selena's dad pushed
his kids very hard, making them practice their music when they'd
rather be playing outside. Was there anyone in your life who pushed
you to try harder?
My mom took us to
dance classes when we were young. I was five when I started dance. My
mother might have been a little of a frustrated actress, but she
wasn't a stage mom. We went to dance classes every weekend. It wasn't
till I got older that I started to pursue it myself. I went to
different dance studios here in Manhattan.
Did your dancing
background help you in imitating Selena's movements?
That was actually one
of the hardest things. To learn how Selena moved, I had to watch a lot
of videos for hours every night, and try to unlearn how I moved.
What kind of a
relationship did you have with Selena's mother, and how did she help
you prepare to play her daughter?
She's a very beautiful
lady, and she was very protective of me. She was always saying,
"You never eat, you don't want to look fat, you never drink
enough water! You're just like Selena!"
The movie opens
with Selena performing at the Houston Astrodome. Had you ever
performed in front of a huge crowd like that?
No! I've almost
forgotten how much I like to perform onstage, because I've been so
caught up in doing films. It was great being in front of an audience,
getting that immediate response. I was kind of spoiled: the first show
I did, 35,000 people show up. I liked it! And that week I told my
managers that I want to record something. I've gotta record an album.
I love doing it so much. So maybe that's something to work on this
year.
How difficult was
it to learn to sing like Selena?
Well, I am a singer. I
didn't think of it as lip-
synching. I just learned to sing in her style, just as I learned to
dance like her. I was actually singing, but of course they didn't
record it.
When the movie
introduces the woman whom we know is Selena's murderer, the audience
at last night's screening started hissing. Were those difficult scenes
to play?
One of the things I
had to be careful of was that Selena never knew she was going to die.
I had to approach it in a very "alive" sense. The way I
portrayed her was very, very true to the way she was. She was a
jokester. If you see any of her home videos, you'll see that. They
were a very happy family. They still are. Of course, with the tragedy
they have gone through, things have changed. But when you watch the
videotapes, that comes through.
Selena's crossover
fame came as a result of her being murdered. Why didn't the movie
include that incident?
That would make it a
TV movie of the week. That's not what this film was about. This is
about Selena's life, and getting people to see what she was all about:
her struggles, what she overcame and what made her who she is, and why
she became such a phenomenon. That's what everybody is interested in--
why it's such a phenomenon. Why is everybody interested in this woman?
This movie shows you why: she was funny, she was giving, she was
loving, very different from many artists that we have in America. I
want people to know who she was
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